Loredana Chivu an aspiring Romanian model has told that her father killed himself after discovering images of her in Playboy upon turning 18.
At the time the Romanian model used to have a close relationship with her father, but things would soon turn sour after he discovered his daughter had appeared in the gentleman’s magazine. With the pair keeping a distance from each other, the model believed that her father would eventually come round once he ‘got over’ her appearance.
But that would be further from the truth when Chivu was greeted with the rude shock that her father had shortly killed himself after images of her made the rounds. Incredibly during the time her father had not reached out to her, the model had come to believe he had purposefully chosen to cut her off, little did she realize that her father had in fact had permanently cut himself off…
Told Loredana Chivu: ‘I never expected he would do something like kill himself. When he found out what I had done he cut himself off from the world and tried to isolate me as well from the rest of the family.’
It would be whilst trying to reconcile with her father a few months after appearing in the mag that Chivu discovered her father’s body.
Offered the model: ‘I found him hanging from a beam in the attic,’
‘I never recovered from the shock of finding him.’
Adding: ‘I never recovered from the shock of finding him. He had not left a suicide note, and everybody said that up to the end he seemed cheerful, and it was a complete mystery as to why he would do something like this.’
Now 25, and living in the Romanian capital Bucharest, Chivu said she is still haunted by the discovery and the fact she may have caused her father to take his own life.
Reiterated the model: ‘We had always been close and talked every day and suddenly that stopped after the photographs.
‘Even after all this time I find it hard to come up with words to talk about it, it is still too painful.
‘I would not wish this on anyone. One of the worst things is not knowing, he didn’t seem to have any pressing problems at the time apart from our argument and I never would have thought he was a weak man who would take his own life. On the contrary, he was full of life, he enjoyed having fun.’
The model would go on to stress that she still fails to understand why her father took his own life, an event which bears her constant pain in her life…
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